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Wednesday, August 18, 2010

I can't even type! I'm so frustrated with life right now it's taking all i have not to put food in my mouth. i know i'm an emotional eater and it's even worse when i eat at night!!!!! my child wrote a note/poem about how crappy her life is because her mom and dad don't smile at her, that her brothers get all the attention and that mom and dad always fight! all this right after my hubby tells me that the small improvements i'm trying to make aren't enough. does he not realize it is taking all i have to follow through on somethings. i feel like my life is finally getting back on the right track and i get 2 major road bumps thrown in my path. i did sp for 56 days from nov09 - jan10 and lost 20 pounds WITHOUT exercise then stopped cause hubby says i was spending too much time online with sp logging, inputing, and trying to stay motivated so i stopped. i managed to stay at 220 until june 1 when my brother in law moved in with us and my weight slowly krept back up to 230 OMW i thought I was going to scream. i decided on friday the 13th of all days that i had to get back on it take care of myself. did i fail to mention by bil is over 300 pounds and i've been put in charge of his food intake and exercise also. except, he is fighting the whole situation and making my life harder than it should be. okay i know i'm doing nothing but complaining but i have to get it out somewhere so i dont eat and i figure if i can't vent here then i'm completely screwed!!!!! i am walking 1.8 - 2.5 miles a day and am watching my calories and fat and yesterday the scaled was in my favor, i just hope it stays that way on friday when i go to weigh in. my fingers are moving slower so i think i am starting to calm down wow i must say typing is much better than eating. i wonder how many calories one can burn by typing? i know, not many but hey it is keeping part of my body active. i can't weight to go for my walk at 10:00. hopefully my bil is up on time and ready to move because i am in no mood to go slow or talk! i'm done and have not consumed one calorie! *sigh* much better that really felt good to get it out
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    Glad you could de-stress typing! Just going on SP helps me sometimes! Hang in there!
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