Sunday, August 08, 2010
I wish it were that easy.
I am taking a moment to vent, to relieve the frustration may at least help to release some of the stress of pain.
The weather is gorgeous, the sun is shining, it is hot, but not too hot. The sky is beautiful, blue with white puffs of Toy Story clouds. The sunshine felt good on me. The air conditioning is not so kind. It hurts.
But it is not just the AC, it is "one of those days" when it doesn't matter what I do, or how I sit, lie down, or stand, it hurts. It is one of those days when nothing much matters. It kind of takes control.
Even the things I do, like chatting online, or playing a game, reading the paper or a book, do not seem to take my mind off it. $#X?!
It just hurts. Specifically - my neck into my right shoulder. Now, my right arm is beginning to act like my left - weak as a newborn kitten.
I don't like to complain, but blogging at least does seem to let some of the pressure off my brain any way. My head hurts from this too. I woke up this way. In fact, I went to bed this way, and woke up almost this bad yesterday.
Perhaps it will let up, and I will feel better tonight.
It has to by tomorrow, or I won't be able to drive to get to work.
After logging my "stuff" - food, since I cannot do a lick of fitness today, I think I will allow myself the pleasure of drifting into a nap with the hopes that the pain will ease.
Symphony in pain (complaining in A major)
accompanied by minor apology for griping.