What a difference hesitation makes....
Thursday, August 05, 2010
So... it was a pretty awful day at work. I was just so negative. So crabby. As I was at work I just kept thinking about how I wanted to come home and down a bottle of wine. (which I didn't)
The drive home was tiring. I just feel like falling asleep at the wheel. So bad. Before arriving home I call Bryan to see what the plan is for the evening. He is helping work on his friends car. That means I have the house to myself! Yay!
Well, with that in my mind I wanted to just sit on my butt, watch Alice in Wonderland and eat something terrible. A huge pizza? Yummy chinese food?? Basically I wanted to turn back into the old me.
I sat in front of the computer for a while. Staring at Sparkpeople. Feeling guilty about sitting and not doing something. So, reluctantly I get up and shake my booty to a YBB dvd. I then take a shower. After I get out Bryan calls to tell me that he is going to be done earlier than expected. So, I wait to eat, watch a few episodes of Huge (which I really like, surprisingly)
An hour later.... I've done my workout for the day.... and I haven't eaten 1500 calories for dinner!
It's just amazing what a little hesitation can do. I can go to bed and not feel like a total failure. I don't feel like I can't move because I'm so bloated from the sodium.
There we go. I'm a happy camper!