Tuesday, July 27, 2010
This is frustrating... the way you cant control your body, the way it betrays you . Its been 2 days since my last crisis and this one was sooo bad the pain the fever that I end up in the hospital. heres the thing: they cant run the test to confirm it so I have to go to a private lab.heres the thing they release me and I still have a fever of 102 and because of the strong pain killers that they give me I was light headed and drowsy I cant see how this is possible how can you live like this Ive been unable to take care of my daughter her father has to cover from me I haven't eat besides 8 crackers and water because I just don't want to leave the bed and cook me something. today i feel better at least for now so im going to cook me some breakfast so i can take the pill. And hope for the better.