Where have you been?
Monday, July 26, 2010
No reason for me to make excuses about where I have been. I have been lazy and preferred easy to effort. I have always been that way. I am back because I am tired of feeling tired all the time. Today i am making effort to stop this vicious cycle and to get back to who I am and to who I want to be.
I know that there is a happy and healthy person inside me. I just need to get her out. Lately she has been screaming at me to come out. I should have been mortified that the cuff the Dr. couldn't take my blood pressure becuase the cuff was too small and had put it on my leg. And in truth, I was, but I hid it. I should have had that as my wake-up call, but it wasn't so why today? what is making me feel like i need to change? Nothing so out of the normal in my life today but knowing that I am tired of feeling like I do and knowing that I want a change. The thought of diabetes scares me and knowing that it is strong possiblity makes me even more frightful.... here I am back again. Ready to make a change.