It is only a dream!
Monday, July 19, 2010
I woke up and dragged myself out of bed . I did not feel well, It was weigh in day, so I step on the scale to my horror I saw my starting weight on the scale- I was so scared. I could not breath I ran for my inhaler! I caught a glimpse in the mirror-I thought I would faint- there she was that very unhappy morbidly obese woman, who I thought I had left behind. I shook myself and went to get dressed, opening the closet, all my old clothes were back! I had packed them up and gave a lot away!
I sat down and cried! What is going on?! I am shaking uncontrollably.
I wake up- I ran to the bathroom jump on the scale-that was not a dream it was a nightmare!
If anything It reminds me that I never want to go back!
Here is to our goals! One step at a time! One day at a time! Never going back!