Saturday, July 10, 2010
So today the day to think and deal, the day to organize and enjoy. so many things in my head so many goals to attain,and yet there's still inertia in me. I know I cannot stay like this i know im not happy, but still im so afraid today im not crying im trying to deal. today I actually smile and enjoy my lovely daughter w her wonderful children imagination. Oh.. her my love my strength my reason to be I don't want her to grow thinking her mom is a coward or even worst a looser. I want to change I want to break free from all this madness for me for her for our life and happiness. one of my short term goals is regain my confidence and one of the steps is think of 2 things you can learn from a bad situation.
So here I go : from being about to loose my job:
1. Ive never ever again will be motherly to my employees they don't need a mother they need a boss
2. be a proactive person not a reactive person
so here it is my two lessons I hope they stick in my head and that things turn for the better.