Half Way Mark
Friday, July 02, 2010
So In December after seeing the terrible family picture of myself , tired of always feeling ashamed and faking my self esteem I decided New year new me..eh a bit cliche . What ever, I was done with that. January came and with it a desire to change. I had to undo all I had done. Granted I did myself no favors having 2 babies in less then 20 months, but yeah it was mostly me.
I started exercising drinking lots of water and eating right. no magic formula. It was what it was. I had my down falls. Kept gaining and loosing the same 5 lbs over and over. It was frustrating but again it was me. So again I stopped making excuses for my actions ( or lack there of) and got on track, again.
All in all I am very happy with what I have done. To date I have lost 40 lbs since starting Jan. 2nd 2010. If all goes well maybe just maybe I can find a healthy comfortable place. Not Entirely sure where that is but time will tell. Cant wait to see where this goes 6 months from now.