Update. After the weekend, I was suffering from some MAJOR Monday blues!
Had a fun weekend, then Sunday went by way too fast. Then I fall asleep, and poof, it's Monday.
Didn't want to get up. Didn't want to brush my teeth. Didn't want to put on any clothes. Didn't want to put on any shoes. Didn't want to get in the car. Didn't want to go to work. And sooooo didn't want to BE AT WORK. (laughing) Ugh. You know what I mean?
I just feel like I'm so over this 9 to 5 business. I'm an entrepreneur at heart and can't wait to get my own diddy up and off the ground one day. And even though I'm at a job I enjoy, it doesn't pay a lot. And to start a business and make money, you have to spend money. In addition I really would like to go back to school and inhale some learning to get my MBA or some Masters degree. But it's such a crossroads. Spend more money I don't have for an education? Online or on campus? Stay at this job or get a new one? Should I study for a new career? Should I move (my lease is up in November)? California? Colorado? Georgia? England?! Should I stay or should I go?
I feel like I don't know which school I want to go to and what for yet. And I don't really know where to move to that is a great, affordable place to live. Then I'm also like, should I leave this job during my personal fitness journey when things have to be so disciplined for me to lose weight? I mean, think about it. Having a job keeps you in somewhat of a routine that helps a great deal with your success, you know? And the stress of a new job is a lot compared to my virtually no stress job right now.
Plus, did I ever tell you guys I wanted to be a pilot when I was growing up. Well I did. Something emotional sidetracked me. But I was just thinking about it the other day. Should I, shan't I? Yet another crossroads... hmmm....
You know what? I'm rambling. And you know what else? I think it's TOM. (lol)
You know when your mind just wanders and wanders, and you feel a little stuck and slow and heavy...
Whew. So glad that day is gone. My mind is still a'wandering, but it's no longer Monday.
I still feel very in control of the weight journey. I am a very slow work in progress, but in progress nonetheless. My weight loss is maintaining excellently, and that's success in its own form.
Meantime, I'm taking any advice I can get, still watching the World Cup, and staying away from the muffins and cake...
And I hope everyone is having having a wonderful start to your weeks!!!
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