Hi everyone, I hope you're all having a wonderful Monday morning and doing much better with your journeys than me today!
Today I'm a bit frustrated with myself, the frustration actually started yesterday. I had gotten down to 131.4 lbs and my inches had gone down from what they had been. This was before hubby came home.
Since hubby's been home, we've consumed foods that I'd been trying to stay away from. He's been supportive through this whole journey, it's just he's not very supportive on the food side, where I have the hardest time resisting and having the self control over eating what I know I should not. Anyway, since he's been home I've gained back the 5 lbs I LOST some of it was during 1 of the challenges I was doing. Not only have I been eating wrong, but I've been so lazy the past several days/weeks & haven't exercised much. I know this is not the end of the world, but I know I know how to have the self control over things, but it seems like it goes out the window when hubby's around, lol. My sister commented the other day that my legs and rear have gotten smaller, which I don't really think so, but ok, I'll take the compliment, I like hearing things like that. LOL
And please don't get me wrong, I do NOT blame any of this on my hubby and him being around, I love him for all the support & encouragement he gives. He doesn't always support the way I think he should, but is that his fault? NOPE When it comes to food and the sweets that are put in front of me, I need to be able to say NO to myself and put my foot down.
So instead of letting this get to me, I'm going to FIGHT back!
I watched the new show Losing It with Jillian on NBC last night, it was a rerun, but so what, I enjoyed watching it.
It comes on Tuesdays at 8/7c.
While watching that, I realized I don't want to let myself get like that lady. I WILL not become like she was. She FOUGHT and she's WINNING. The show inspired me to FIGHT to WIN for myself as well, instead of being frustrated and bored with exercising and eating whatever, whenever. I WILL have the self control over the food. I WILL workout, even though I don't WANT to. I WILL FIGHT BACK AND LOSE THIS 5 LBS I PUT ON, PLUS THE OTHER 5 + LBS!
I'm taking another 8 Week Battle and in this battle I plan to focus on my self control. I plan to FIGHT with all I have and EXERCISE & eat HEALTHY.
I want to be healthy, I want to lose this thing called "HYPOTHYROIDISM" it can't have me! I also want to maybe get pregnant again in the future, hubby & I have tried off and on for over 4 yrs and no luck. I know it's cause of my health partially. So I will FIGHT THIS BATTLE to be healthy and fit, if I get pregnant then I will continue to be HEALTHY.
I need help & support from my teams & friends.
Sorry for Rambling, but I feel better getting this all off of my chest, now I'm going to go FIGHT!
Thanks in advance to everyone who gives me support, encouragement & motivation when I need it most!