Friday, June 11, 2010
Why does this have to be so damn hard. its like i am on a roller coster that refuses to just stop. up one minute and down the next. I ve been on this for almost three weeks i have been dreading going on the scale so i dont get disappointed....... yeah right, finally got the courage to step on a scale this morning and my worst fears came to pass!!!!! how can this be ?!?!!?
i exercise five times a week, eating mainly fruits and vegetables and i get to lose only 2kg after 3weeks??!?!?!?!?!?!?!? with all the hard work i put in this is what i get a miserable 2kg. at this rate it might take me 10years to get to my desired goal. and i am beginning to ask myself is it really worth it. all the stress, the unhapinnes, the pain........ i am so depressed i need a drink.