June 9th, 2010
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Yes I realize it is not June 9th till tomorrow. And no I did not travel to the future,
I chose tomorrow to be the start of something big for me I am tired of saying I will and then don't. I am tired of week after week passing and me not seeing change on the scale because I just haven't worked for it. I joined this site to find encouragement and share with others who are struggling with the same issues. Yet I have not taken advantage of it. Tomorrow this all changes. I have extended my weight loss fundraiser I am doing with my mother in law to October 1st and I fully intend to make it worth it.
I know I am probably starting to sound like a broken record, But the last few weeks I have done a lot of looking within myself, a lot of learning how to separate myself from the stresses of those around me. I AM READY FOR THIS!! I need to be ready for this. One day and one pound at a time I fully expect myself by this time next year to have dropped this weight once and for all. I fully expect to be healthier and happier. I expect to be loving a much more active life with my hubby and hopefully thinking of starting a family.
I AM READY!!!
I am tired of feeling tired, tired of being out of breath when walking up the stairs, tired of feeling ugly no matter what I am wearing. I am tired of sitting on my butt and whining about how fat I am, how gross I feel and how I wished I was skinny again.
I AM READY!!
Thanks to all of you here who have been an encouragement and a blessing to me these past few months,. I look forward to what is in store for all of us in this journey and I look forward to growing friendships and shrinking waistlines.