Motorcycles + Marriage = Stress
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Stressed is how I feel. arghhhh My hubbie bought a motorcycle about a year ago. He didn't asked if I wanted to ride, just that he wanted one. I didn't really care because I wasn't going to ride it. Well, every since he got it, it's been all about why I don;t ride. I don't ride because I don't ride roller coasters, rides at the fair, I don't ride because I worked for a group of anesthesiaologist (they put you to sleep for surgery) for 19 years and I saw all the deaths, broken body parts, etc from accidents. It's not that I don't trust his driving, but just like in a car you can't trust everyone else. I just don;t want to ride. I thinkg of things like if you break your leg at the very least - well no working, no running, surgery, pain, rehap, and on and on. Problem is EVERYBODY else thinks I should. I get so stressed out from being asked about it. You would think I was a three head alien or something. Tonight he was going to meet a group that my sister and brother in law below to. He is going to join this group. He wanted me to go meet them for ice cream. I know how it goes, I am tried of the questions. I went last month with him to the motorcycle party and everyone had to ask the same old questions, bla, bla, bla. Of all the things he has done while we have been married I think this is the thing that is going to end this marriage. It really stresses me out because I know he really wants me to ride with him. We get in a fight, he gets mad, I get stressed. arrrrrrr. I just don't understand why he just can't ride it and enjoy it and leave me alone.
Sorry for the rant, but I just needed to let it out.