Bad sparker this week!!!
Thursday, June 03, 2010
Ok, don't know what it is but the last few weeks I have been so out of it as far as sparking goes. It started with my son here, he threw my routine all out of whack. Now I remember why having children makes this journey so much harder, nothing stays on schedule!!! Then there was the crawfish boil. It took all day to get ready for it, then the next day to clean up and then Memorial day to recover from it all. So I missed most of my sparking through the weekend. And now here it is a new week. I am so behind in everything!!!
I think I am already in vacation mode. I ruined my streaks while my son was home so now I just keep saying, I'll wait till I get back from vacation to start them all over anyway. I know this isn't the best mind frame to have either. I am still eating right, that is not a problem for me now. But getting up early to do my yoga is not working out this week at all. And doing any cardio at night has slacked off too. But I am still losing some weight at the same time. So can't decide if this is a totally bad thing or just a mini break for me. I am NOT giving up on things that is for sure. We have also been soooooo busy this week that I haven't had a chance to check in with most of my teams, send out sparkgoodies, do challenges ect. It's just been a zoo. So basically I am taking this time off to get ready to go to wyoming. Then when I get back it will be full swing again!!!
I am really excited about my vacation though, mostly. Worried about the food issue some. We go camping with family and friends and for the most part the menu is a tradition that has been set out for years. I plan on stopping at a Walmart though somewhere and stocking up on healthy snacks and veggies. So hopefully that will help some. But I get to see my mom. Very excited about that. I haven't seen her since last year. And no one in my family has seen me be a non smoker since I was 15....so that will be exciting!! They have seen me loose weight before and I have said a million times, this is the last time and it never was. So not sure I'll be saying it this time, even though in my heart I feel it is. But actions speak louder then words so next year when I go and I am at my goal weight, then maybe I can say it is for good. Anyway, I'm a rambling fool now so I'll end this!! Thank you, thank you, thank you....my spark friends!! I love knowing I have support here when I need it and that is awesome!! I will be here through Monday and then off for a week. No access to internet in the boonies...LOL!!