Need to get out of my rut
Monday, May 31, 2010
I have been dealing with a lot of family issues lately, and it is draining me. I also realized that I have been a little depressed as well. Part of that was just the winter doldrums and the other is the family stuff.
I have not talked to my son in New York for over 3 years, not my choice. It is really taking a toll on me. I have no reason to why he has removed himself from the family, and I am sad about it.
I miss him so much!
It is affecting how I live my life, and I do not like that. I have tried everything I can think of to reach out to him, but to no avail.
I need to try to start to take care of me.
I need prayer for my son Joshua and me.
I need to focus on the positive and stop letting this consume my life.