PRETTYGIRL1122

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Haven't logged on in 229 days...

Sunday, May 30, 2010

It's hard. It really is, it's hard to log on every day and track and keep up. I sometimes feel like I'm spending to much time thinking about and writing about trying to lose weight, that I don't actually lose any!
When I logged on today, my tracker told me it's been 229 days since I've logged on. Wow. Doesn't feel like it, time sure can fly. I feel like I've failed. 229 days ago I weighed 209 lbs, I was less than 10 lbs away from 200, I've never weighed 200 lbs in my adult life! I don't know what happened, a breakup, family problems, job stress, I just reverted back. Maybe I felt I was doing to awesome I figured I could eat whatever again and be ok.
I was wrong, I weigh 230 lbs today. I can't be to sad, that's still less than when I started the weight loss journey at 252 lbs, my heaviest. So here I am again, hoping to get back to 209 and below!


Me VERY recently, went to New Orleans for Mother's Day! My 'all dressed up' outfit.
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  • MARYONNASMOM
    Don't feel bad, we all have a few set backs. I want you know that logging on very day is a must know why? Because you are worth it! This is what i tell myself, you should too!Stay true to this process and the weight will come off with a bit of help! We all have things that we like to do, we always find time! Taking care of my self come 1st now because i am worth it, you are too! emoticon
    3925 days ago
  • GINNY1215
    welcome back. I think sometimes we are just not at a point in our life where we are ready to commit 100%. It can be an all consuming effort to make major dietary changes and if you are going through multiple other stressors, it is hard to commit. You are back, still lower than your original starting weight and I am sure will soon be back down to 209 and beyond. Best of luck to you on your journey.
    3925 days ago
  • no profile photo CD6141008
    Welcome back, don't worry about what's happened before, its all about what you do now!
    3925 days ago
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