Monday, May 24, 2010
OMG...I had most of my blog all ready to go and my BF must have cancelled it out. Figures with it being Monday and all!! That just sucks!!
Ok, well now I need to regroup. I had a decent weekend. I got all my laundry done which is a huge feat for me. I have 2 loads left to fold and that is it. Totally amazing!! I hate laundry so I usually do a load a week to get me through and ignore the rest till it is driving me crazy. I got some exercise in this weekend, but could have done better!!
I do feel better then I did on Friday. I am so glad I don't feel like that all the time anymore. Being tired is how I lived my life every day. Friday it just happened cause I didn't get my 8 hours in and I didn't take my vitamens, or drink my drink. It all added up to me feeling like crap. Smoking used to make me feel that way. It was a good reminder on how I DON'T want to feel any more. I did wake up today with anxiety again. Don't know what it is about Monday's that causes me more panic attacks then any other day of the week. I just wake up with panic usually way to early so then I just lay there and worry for an hour or so until the time is decent enough to get up.
Anyway, tomorrow is BF's birthday. He'll hardly work this week at all. He uses his birthday for an excuse to be extra lazy!! Hopefully I won't have to work twice as hard but usually I do. We are having a huge crawfish boil on Saturday for his birthday. So I will work all week hard so I won't feel bad come Saturday when I don't do anything and go over in my calories. Although crawfish are not too bad that way, it is the salt that will kill me. Looking forward to seeing people I haven't seen for awhile!!! Anyway, you all have a good day!!