Monday, November 27, 2006
I am really frustrated at this point. I am terrified to weigh myself tomorrow morning. I am horrified by the thought that I will see a bigger number than last week. The thing is that I know I need to lose the weight. Whenever I see an increase in my weight I lose motivation and hope. So much for my name, HOPE150.
I know that I can do this. I guess that being under stress does not help the cause.
My family and I are taking a vacation in January to Mexico. I am hoping that I lose some weight and look good for his family. I dont like to be fat and I dont want to show that impression to anyone. I want to show people how confident I am about myself and my looks, specially being a mom of two kids.
I also know that impressing his family should be of my last concern, but I cant help it.
I need to get my act together and get my motivation back on track.
I CAN DO THIS!