Monday, November 27, 2006

I am really frustrated at this point. I am terrified to weigh myself tomorrow morning. I am horrified by the thought that I will see a bigger number than last week. The thing is that I know I need to lose the weight. Whenever I see an increase in my weight I lose motivation and hope. So much for my name, HOPE150.
I know that I can do this. I guess that being under stress does not help the cause.
My family and I are taking a vacation in January to Mexico. I am hoping that I lose some weight and look good for his family. I dont like to be fat and I dont want to show that impression to anyone. I want to show people how confident I am about myself and my looks, specially being a mom of two kids.
I also know that impressing his family should be of my last concern, but I cant help it.
I need to get my act together and get my motivation back on track.


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    You're just being honest. We DO care about what others think of us, especially if we AGREE with them. Like if someone says, "Dang, she's fat and ugly." and we know that we may have some weight to lose but we still have it going on, we subconsciously or verbally tell that person to kiss our ---you know what I mean. But if someone says, "Look at her. She used to be so cute. Now she's just big." If we already feel self-conscious about ourselves and feeling "iffy" about our appearance, that's like pouring salt in an open wound. All we can do is KEEP OUR HEAD UP & be thankful that we are alive and able to make changes in our life IF we are willing to work for what we desire. I know your frustration and you are NOT ALONE! We can do this. I'm adding you as a friend. Find that part of you that you like and run with that.
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