Do you ever find yourself just going along, day after day, things are good, but things are static…then bam!...something happens and you know that change is inevitable? Well, that’s what hit me on Wednesday night. It hit me that I was going to have to make a change. I recognized the writing on the wall. In the past, that would have sent me on a downward spiral and I would have resisted until I was a complete wreck. Now, I lose sleep…lol…well, it’s not really funny.
Okay, so I still made some bad choices on Thursday, but it was only because I let myself get too hungry. So coupled with emotions, that was a dangerous combination. But I tracked everything, and that was the first step in making myself accountable. I picked myself back up and I do believe that change is a motivator.
Even change for the good can be stressful. Why do we resist change so much? Why do I not blog more often? I know that daily blogging is so helpful. But my daily blogs tend to get boring. Then when something exciting happens, I don’t blog because I have to “construct” an interesting blog. Sheesh. So if I start to blog daily, please just bear with me.
Today I plan on driving around to various parks where they might want to hold Zumba Gold classes. I need to make a change before change makes my life miserable. I want to stay one step ahead of the game instead of always being one step behind and just letting things happen to me. I now want to MAKE things happen!
Oh, and I just realized that my Sparkiversary has come and gone and I didn’t even acknowledge it. Well, it’s not too late to celebrate my one-year sparkiversary by changing up my page and making an announcement. I’m not really an announcement kinda girl, though.
Thank you for your concern on my sleepless nights, my Sparkies! I sent an email to all my Zumba Gold ladies, and their responses were amazingly supportive. Just like you! I was so happy to hear that they will go wherever I go to teach. Whew!! That made me so happy.
SparkPeople has helped me in so many ways!!