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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Or is the bleh? Or meh?

I'm tired. It could be the weather, but I suspect anemia. I'm completely unmotivated and have been for several days (as you can tell from my lack of participation on this site). I'm tired of tracking my intake and my exercise. What's the point? I don't really care whether I lose weight or get healthier. I'm not the one who's concerned about it. Whether I live a few 'extra' months or years, what will it matter? I will never have the means to enjoy life, to see the places I long to see, to do the things I long to do. It's complete futility.

Instead of naming me Jon, my parents should have named me Job, only it's obvious (to me and probably to God) that I'm not holding out as well as he did.
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    Oh no! Please don't give up! I felt the same as you a while ago and in the long run it was a shortage of calcium and iron... get some supplements, be kind to yourself and take a deep breath...
    Never give up on yourself!!!! Keep on tracking... it's worth it in the long run! emoticon
    2906 days ago
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