Monday, May 03, 2010
Well, the wait is over. On Saturday, I started miscarrying naturally. I ended up being in too much pain and losing too much blood and went to the ER. They did a d&c, and just like that, it's over. I'm glad that I knew it would happen and had time to grieve before the physical part happened.
Right now I just feel so lost, like I don't know what to do with myself. We want to try again once I have time to heal, but it's hard to think about.
God is taking care of us, and I'm so thankful that the whole procedure went well and there's no reason why we can't have healthy babies in the future.
I am going moment by moment right now. Some are ok, some are really bad. But all in all, with God's help and by faith, I think I'll be ok.
I just still really miss my baby.