Being caught in the middle
Friday, April 30, 2010
“Sometimes I lie awake at night, and ask, 'Where have I gone wrong?' Then a voice says to me, 'This is going to take more than one night.'”
Charles M. Schulz
Well I've hit that mark, I'm dead even in the the middle. There are days I wake up and think Wow! you've come a long way. And there are other days I think Ugh! I've got so far to go.
I'm sticking to my plan. I'm adding in extra exercise, I know in my heart I am so much healthier. But now comes the tug of war. The old me who wants me to give in, and the new me who won't give in. I know in the end I'm sticking to my guns and will find a way through this. But I thought I would just put it into words for all of us who hit this mark and sit here frustrated, knowing some where at the end of this journey there is this prize that is the me I know was there all the time. Of course that is the person I see in you always even if you don't. Funny isn't it?