One of those days
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Okay so I am having an "I'm on a diet, leave me alone day" I suddenly realized after dinner that I am having a diet day. I woke up early, did a little cardio, ate some breakfast and woke up my amazing kids but it became apparent to me that today would be one of those days after I couldn't resist finishing off my sons yogurt, not a bad thing in itself but it continued. I threw away my sons left over french fries at lunch because if I looked at them any longer I'd eat them and as I as shoveling in my daughters bread crusts after dinner I thought 'this has to stop'. This is day 3 of my trainers special diet and I'd really like to yell at him. I hate the word diet, i just can't think of anything else to call it. It's not that bad, I know that and it's all things I eat anyway so why do I feel like I'm depriving myself of the things I know are soooooo bad for me!
So to finish off my day I say this to myself...Dear Amanda, put on your big girl panties and deal with it! Your pants are looser than they've been since you bought them and you feel so much better about yourself when you are healthy so in the words of my amazing dance teacher, SUCK IT UP! I love you, don't be so mean to me!