A new day!!
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Well I have been fighting the funk for several days now. I think it is headed out the door, at least I hope so!! Not sure what it is though. It could be TOM and his evil ways...LOL! He visits me every freaking 3 weeks so that might be it. Or it could be my birthday is coming up. I was doing ok with that too until my mom asked me what I wanted. I'm not good with asking for things and it puts alot of pressure on me. I know that sounds dumb...but I actually hate it. And I don't really like getting old either. I do feel way better then I have in years so my body may be getting older but I feel younger so maybe it will balance out...LOL!
I am going to go and get my haircut today too. I don't do that very often either. Since I work in a muffler shop there isn't much need to have nice hair. So I usually just pull it up. But I think that with my new changes in my life and body that I need a new look. Might cut it off!! We'll see how it goes when I get there! Just really tired of it and need something new and sassy!!!
I have been staying on track with everything, but have been cheating by looking at the scale. And I think I have gained this week too. What is frustrating me about this is when I do get to my goal weight, how hard it is to maintain it. See I worry about everything so why not begin to worry about that 6 months before the fact right. I need to work on that bad!!
Hope you all are having a great day!!