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A new day!!

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Well I have been fighting the funk for several days now. I think it is headed out the door, at least I hope so!! Not sure what it is though. It could be TOM and his evil ways...LOL! He visits me every freaking 3 weeks so that might be it. Or it could be my birthday is coming up. I was doing ok with that too until my mom asked me what I wanted. I'm not good with asking for things and it puts alot of pressure on me. I know that sounds dumb...but I actually hate it. And I don't really like getting old either. I do feel way better then I have in years so my body may be getting older but I feel younger so maybe it will balance out...LOL!

I am going to go and get my haircut today too. I don't do that very often either. Since I work in a muffler shop there isn't much need to have nice hair. So I usually just pull it up. But I think that with my new changes in my life and body that I need a new look. Might cut it off!! We'll see how it goes when I get there! Just really tired of it and need something new and sassy!!!

I have been staying on track with everything, but have been cheating by looking at the scale. And I think I have gained this week too. What is frustrating me about this is when I do get to my goal weight, how hard it is to maintain it. See I worry about everything so why not begin to worry about that 6 months before the fact right. I need to work on that bad!!

Hope you all are having a great day!!
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  • SHAKTI_ANGELIKA
    I'm a bit down today too so I'm not in a real encouraging mood, but I wanted to stop by and say you look fabulous and hang in there!

    When we get to goal weight we will be able to support each other through that as well.

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    3462 days ago
  • JOLA827
    I totally worry too much too! Something definitely needed to be worked on. Really there is no use to worry, it doesn't do any good, now trying to convince ourselves of this is another story :)
    3462 days ago
  • RONIE11
    I'm sorry you are having a bad week. We all have some sort a rough time and then we have great weeks.. Just know that you have a great week coming to you soon. I think a new hair cut will help you feel so much better. I'm growing mine out. I have had it cut in so many layers that I need to have something for the hairdresser to work with LOL.
    I hope you have a wonderful birthday and feel more positive soon.
    3462 days ago
  • KENDRA.PESCE
    I like haircuts. It makes me feel better.
    3462 days ago
  • LASARRE
    I am the queen of worrying, but I stopped when I made that oath on here to just think about the positive. No matter what your job is, it is still important to get your hair cut and go shopping etc... These things just make you feel better about yourself. Also, I cheat with the scale too. I am trying to stop looking at it. I stopped for a while down to once a week, but whenever I start something new to lose weight, I start looking all the time. I think my clothes are more accurate than the scale.
    3462 days ago
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