Waiting, and waiting...
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
It has only been 4 days since I found out my baby didn't make it. I know it hasn't been long, but emotionally it feels like an eternity.
I'm waiting to miscarry, and it's excruciating. I'm so emotionally exhausted.
My 13 month old son has been very upset and screaming a lot today and I feel like such a bad mother because I just don't have the emotional or physical strength to deal with it. I love him so much and I'm doing the best I can, I just wish this whole nightmare was over.
I'm sorry to air my problems to everyone, I just feel like I need to get it out there somewhere, and this feels safe.