HOW COULD YOU???
Monday, April 26, 2010
i should be used to it and should have been on the look out for it coming because i knew it would only be a matter of time before he would show up and cause havoc in some way shape form or fashion!
it happens all the time not just to me but everyone!
He started out a couple of week ago with my daughter and i getting into a argument that resulted in us not speaking for a week but im not going to put the that entire situation on him some is her fault to because she is at the I THINK IM GROWN AGE OF 19!!!
Then the drama at the shop instead of being treated like adults and self employed independent contractors were being treated like we work in a commission salon and like we go to daycare!
What brings me to venting today is friday the transmission went out on my truck ...GREAT WHO THE HECK HAS MONEY FOR THAT AT THIS TIME?????? my daughter going to the prom my daughter missing school books that she has to either pay for or find or else she doesnt get her diploma the dress for the prom shoes purse etc......
my mom works at night and it's not very safe for her to catching the bus or subway at 11pm to get to work and if she did that would mean she would have to leave home at 730-800 to get to work on time!
my brother works the same hours but he is off on the weekends ....hold on to your seat when i tell you the rest of this....
My sons godmother said i could borrow her car but i was not able to get on saturday so i told my mom to call her oldest born child my brother who lives about 5mins from us driving 20mins from us walking so he is close NOT OUT OF HIS WAY!!!!!
ARE YOU READY FOR THIS B.S.?????
my mom called and he had the AUDACITY to tell the his mother who gave him life..carried him for 9mths...gives him money when he is broke....bought him food...SAT AT THE HOSPITAL WHEN YOU HAD TO HAVE A PACE MAKER IN FOR YOUR HEART...etc
my mom will /gives us everthing even though were grown my... mom is the best she has never i mean NEVER TURNED HER BACK ON US!!!
i was still at work so i called home to find out if he was taking her and she answered the phone CRYING!!!! YES CRYING!!!
SO YES I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN SINCE SHE WAS CRYING HE WASN'T GOING TO TAKE HER!
I WAS SO PISSED THAT IT GAVE ME A INSTANT HEADACE AND MADE ME CRY!!!
HOW DO YOU TREAT YOUR MOTHER LIKE THAT?
my client who i have become best friends with ended up taking my mother to work!
i found out later on from my kids what my brother said.. my mom didnt tell me because she knew i would go off and give him a good blessing out but HOW....
my brother told my mom "HE WAS NOT ABOUT TO BE A TAXI DRIVER"
it bought tears to my eyes that a total stranger can take your mom to work but you couldn't.....
you know your mom goes to work to have a roof over her head and her job has been acting crazy lately!
i could understand if you would have said mom I have plans but to tell her that!
I WAS PISSED!!!!
he has always been stupid selfish ignorant dum my list goes on.. he is not like me...my mom has done so much for me that i jump threw hola hoops for her but him!!!!
and im so tired of hearing thats how boys are and there different those are just EXCUSES!!!
he is that way because he wants to be thats just being selfish regardless of gender or age or who's relative it is!
i had to call my kids godmother to calm me down becuz i was going to walk to my brothers house and cut up those tires....YOU CANT TAKE YOUR MOTHER TO WORK YOU DON'T NEED TO GO ANYWHERE!
but her being the voice of reason brought me back to reality!
but my brother can call and always want someone to do something for him but you can't do anything for them and if he does do it he is going to complain and rush u!
what i do kno is yeah i will do what the bible says and pray for you but i don't have not a single word to say to him in my head I AM THE ONLY CHILD!
my sons godmother let me use her car someone not related to me but your own blood is some TRASH!
PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ANY COMMENTS TELLING ME I SHOULDNT FEEL THIS WAY OR ACT THIS WAY BECAUSE I ALREADY KNO THIS BUT WHEN IT COMES TO MY MOTHER my brother and i have nothing to be mad about or complain about!
my mother raised both of us worked 2 jobs my brother went to 12yrs of catholic school i did 6 years of catholic at the same time...my mom paid all the bills supported me while i had 2 kids in high school and to this day only makes 45,367 a year and has had the same job for 40 years....i have never seen or been exposed to any man my mom ever dated ..my mom never drank smoked anything...never cursed us..always encouraged us and you treat her like she is trash I DON'T PLAY THOSE GAMES!
I NEVER DID LIKE MY BROTHER i tolerated him....he was not a big brother that helped or spent time with his little sister like other big brothers i have gone for months not seeing or speaking to him but like i said i tolerate him!
I AM MY MOTHERS STRONGEST AND OLDEST CHILD NOT HIM!
MY mom was and is hard on me she always talks about her son this and her son that but i get the blues it pisses me off but i see thats how parents are! but i get things done!
I KNOW GOD HAS A BLESSING FOR ME AND I HAVE ASKED HIM TO HELP MY HEART ABOUT MY BROTHER but until then IM DONE WITH HIM!!!
the bible says that we help our enemies despite that they have wronged us but the bible also says don't BE A FOOL!!!
THANKS FOR READING!
PRAY FOR MY FAMILY!
THE DEVIL IS ALWAYS MINDING SOMEONE ELSE'S BUSINESS!!!