What am I doing?
Monday, April 26, 2010
The Bible says: For I do not understand my own actions [I am baffled, bewildered]. I do not practice or accomplish what I wish, but I do the very thing that I loathe [[b]which my moral instinct condemns]. (Amplified Bible, Romans 7:15)
This so sums up how I feel right now. Since the beginning of March, I have floundered and sunk. I was stressed out because of a flight I had to take to Texas to see my parents, and while in Texas my dad had a series of seizures which put him in the hospital. Ever since then, my eating has been horrible and my exercise has gone by the wayside.
Why oh why do I do this to myself? It seems that I get going on a good streak and then I hit a snag and fall totally by the wayside. I do that which I don't wish to do.
I am determined to get back on track, I know I can do this and if I want to compete in the Indoor Triathlon this November I MUST get back on track and get my rear end in gear.
Perhaps I should take the motto of the Little Train that Could.... I think I can, I think I can, I think I can....
Oh dear Lord, Help Me!!!