feel like I'm sinking ...
Monday, April 26, 2010
I'm stuck in a rut; feel disencouraged (a word one dear daughter coined) and unmotivated while desiring to be otherwise. I push push push and sometimes succumb.
But when I look at my stats they aren't so bad - I actually push harder than required and so ultimately do at least what I need. While I didn't accomplish what I wanted, I've continuously closed on my fitness goals for the most part.
I have 'to do' items and demands up the kazoo or shall I say 'more than I can shake a stick at' and so many things waiting my attention. It's overwhelming! I'm fighting utter despair; it simply isn't an option.
Meanwhile as I hear other people's successes, I have absolutely nothing to report. And now; now I'm whining! *sigh* only thing to do is get up and at it again tomorrow.
Lord help me in my wilderness experenience - my objective, my perspective, my peace, and my accomplishment.