Friday, March 19, 2010
I am scared stiff. My last blog entry was about finally understanding the walls that I've built around myself. The way fat insulates me from the things I fear. But now that I've really started thinking about these things I'm terrified. I can't seem to move forward at all. It's a battle everyday and I think I'm losing.
To my friends, forgive me if it seems like I've disappeared. I'm here. I just can't seem to think straight. At least not for more than a few minutes at a time. Don't give up on me. One way or another I'll come to peace with everything. It may just take me a little time. Keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I'll try to do better with logging everything and checking in with everyone.
Love you all!!!!