Today was awful (Thursday)
Friday, March 12, 2010
Get ready to listen to me whine some more! (I warned you)...I am so thankful for everything I have. I am so thankful for my hubby, my family, everything. I can not deal with these headaches/migraines much longer. I have had about four hours of sleep in the past 24 hours. I had a therapy appointment this morning and I actually called and rescheduled. The therapy is for the stress of my headaches/migraines. I felt so bad all I could see was black spots and I knew it was not safe to drive, nor did I feel like driving. Needless to say the headaches won today b/c I did not get on my Wii even for just a few minutes. I promised myself I would get up there for at least a few minutes no matter what each day. Today I just couldn't do it. I have four friends/acquaintances that are having/had babies. Since I don't have any money I am trying to make each one a baby blanket and a baby hat. So far in two months I have gotten one hat done and 1/4 of a blanket. One baby is two months old, one baby is 7 weeks old, one baby is 3 days old, and the other lady is 40 weeks prego. By the time I get their presents done these kids are going to be in college. No matter what I do, eat, take, how much I sleep, smoke less, just whatever, my head hurts all the time. I am so frustrated I don't know what to do. OK I think that is all out of my system now! I just have to hold my head up and keep marching on doing the best I can. I know God has a plan, I just wish he would fill me in on it.