Hamster Spinning on A Wheel
Thursday, March 11, 2010
I'm getting a bit frustrated and helpless. I love the idea of To-Lists, making goals, small ones, big ones, break them off in little pieces, cross them off your list, live for the journey.
Somewhere along the ride, I'm not living, I'm not enjoying the journey. I'm just crossing things off my list.
My final weight loss goal is 110. 7 more pounds to go... since December.
Enjoy time with my children more.
Have a safe clean house.
Have a house that is in a neighborhood I feel safe and can enjoy.
Give my children what they deserve.
See my husband reach his lifelong goal.
Achieve my own life long goals.
I am young. And BOY OH BOY am I impatient.
I want to do it right. I want to enjoy the ride. I want to stop being someone who just crosses things off a list.
I want to stop being a Hamster spinning on a wheel.