Need some help from my SP friends...
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
So through many of my "venting" blogs all of you know all the things going on in my life all at once! lol...its overwhelming and stressful but good stressful and overwhelming.
Only 4 months and 7 days till the big day! Stressed out over the fact that NONE of my girls have dresses. I am also doing DIY invites and have not started those. The fiance and I are going down to visit my grandparents once more before the wedding to finish up the last of the vendors in April.
We are also moving forward with the house and everyone is striving for April 1st to be our closing date. The inspection went well and we started packing. OMG do have a ton of stuff.
And I am hoping to get done with school by the end of next week....and this is what I am having trouble with.
I have slipped off the band wagon as far as working out. Last week I was completely stressed, thought I was going to have to put a straight-jacket on and take a time out lol. And then of course this week the with the nice weather finally upon us, I get sick!! I think its a bad bout of allergies but man have they been kicking my butt. So I have been re-evaluating the situation and tried to figure out what would be best for me to do at this moment.
Well with school almost done I figured I would take the next 2 weeks off from working out (still eating clean) and concentrate on getting done with school before we move and then I will be able to take the final after we aredone moving. School has taken over my life in the morning, noon and night, honestly! I am just having trouble feeling like I am a "failure" but I know this would be the best thing for me. Once school is done, I can concentrate on packing, working out, the wedding, etc. I guess I am just hoping to hear that I am doing the right thing...looking towards my friends to kinda lift my spirits! I need to MAKE SURE that once school is done, I truly devote myself back to working out with the P90X regiment. Any opinions???
Thought I would add a cute little photo of me when I was younger, since I uploaded a ton of photos of me and the fiance to hopefully do a slide show during the wedding!!