dressing room mirrors..bad or good.(Journey FROM the extreme..Part 1)
Sunday, March 07, 2010
Havent been around in almost 2 years. I quit the gym. Quit everything. Tried to eat ok. I Guess.
Went to try on some clothes at the mall for some spring dresses. Looked in the mirror and was like *ugh*. So here I am..goal is 20 pounds. I dont plan to go to the extremes I did for training for competition, but as long as I can feel healthier and like what I see in the mirror. But I see my pics when i was seriously in shape and will I be able to find that happy medium? I guess we will see.
I started reading my old blogs. WOW. I put so much into it. Why did I let it all go to hell. I know why. Because Im all or nothing kinda person. Im tired of failing again.