My heart is torn
Wednesday, March 03, 2010
I'm in a dilema, I'm afraid to post it here. Part of that be careful what you say because you never know who might be listening (reading).
I know what I'm worth, yet I sold out in desperation. I respect my own morals and consider myself dedicated. But there are no guarantees and I could be kicked to the curb just as easily as I guess I could abandon my commitment. Can I live with myself? Don't I have to take care of me?
I will take a sleeping pill tonight and get some rest. Only time will tell. I must remain positive and patient. This will work it self out.