Friday, February 26, 2010
Hello Journal, Talked to my cousin last night. it was a good talk. everyone I have told about this whole turn of events hasn't really had anything bad to say about him, but they all see he has another side. So many have said you cannot live like that. I see now that I can't and I am beginning to wonder why it has taken so long to see it. I guess you believe in someone and you see the good side and keep hoping it comes back. Now to think about the financial headaches that I have to deal with. Yesterday the last prescription that we ordered came before all of this occurred. He was worried because he was out, then he said he still had some at a friends. Didn't quite understand that, but OK. He asked me if I was going to work with the storm today. I said yes as long as I can get there. He said Ok he would meet me to get his meds. He was on facebook the same time as I last night and sent me an instant message about what time I would call this morning I told him. He said OK. So I get up this morning and start to go to work I called him. It rang several times I could tell I woke him up. I thought that was curious since we were to meet. I told him I was going to try it. He said well I am not. WHAT?! You did last night what changed now. He then said he wants to come up and get a bed for the boys either tonight or tomorrow. I told him tonight since Reid and Cail will not be there at least early as they have a birthday party. He said OK. So what changed from last night at 10 until 6:15 this morning. I just don't understand him at times. I was thinking about the financial aspect and what to do with all of that. I am on my way. My co-worker told me that in the last few days I just seem better. Not so stressed more calm. I feel better too!
We have a SPRING challenge going on right now. I am hoping to do well on it this time.