I'm a sad fat liar.
Monday, February 22, 2010
I started going to the gym on January 20th.
I've been there at least 3 times a week, working out for 30 minutes over my lunch.
I've been eating within my calorie goals the whole time.
I haven't lost any weight. Nothing.
I've even curtailed the drinking substantially.
I am SO TIRED OF BEING OVERWEIGHT!!!!
I don't look too bad, I really don't. But come on! 20 pounds and I can't even lose 1?!?!?!?!
NOT ONE FREAKIN' POUND IN A MONTH?????
That's heartbreaking! It's sickening! It's disheartening! It's certainly not motivating.
It's being kicked when you're down.
I worked out today. I even had fun. Good music, I call it elliptical dancing. People stare a lot. ha ha.
I hope I can stay motivated through this. I'm really upset that I haven't lost any weight. I'm even eating well when we go out. I get salmon, or salad with lo-fat dressing. I'm religiously logging my food, my exercise. I just want to SCREAM.