figuring things out....
Monday, February 15, 2010
Previously I had mentioned my conundrum...if I try to eliminate sugar I want it more. If I try it in moderation...I always want more than just one bite, which at times can turn into a carbfest! I think that I realized today (and maybe it's just from feeling inspired) that I think it's just easier to not have ANY. Realizing this in and of itself is a step in the right direction.
I am very proud of myself for not eating DD Munchkins @ work today which may not seem like a big deal, but for me it's progress. I thought about how good it would feel to Spark about how I DIDN'T eat them vs. how crappy I'd feel for giving in to the temptation of eating pure JUNK. Now tmrw there will be bday cake for a coworker and I will try my darnedest to not have ANY. I don't NEED it. I will not cease to exist w/o it. It will be OK!