Tuesday, February 09, 2010
OK. I'll admit it. I am in a funk. Seems like I have been fighting depression for a while now. Some days are much easier than others. I am optimistic that things will be better. People who know me usually accuse me of being a "Pollyanna" where I tend to see the brighter side of things. I guess that is usually true. But, right now, I just don't feel like doing anything. I literally had to force myself to do my 60 min of cardio 10 minutes at a time. I don't want to leave the house. I don't want to read. I don't want to blog. I don't even want to log in to WoW.
I am meditating every night using my prayer beads. I am forcing myself to keep on exercising as that assists in battling depression. I am forcing myself to blog. I will go to Choir practice, and I will keep on doing what I need to in order to battle this current situation. It's just not easy right now and I am not my usual self. There's a lot going on.