day 1 of loading
Friday, January 29, 2010
man i feel delightfully and disgustingly disgusting. it is amazing that i will probably be craving all this crap i have eaten today shortly..how quickly i forget. i am doing this hcg for the 2nd time and going to go into this with a positive and grateful attitude. i was a miserable person to be around the last time i was on it and i think it was because i was ungrateful...i told everyone i was on it and it became the focus of my every waking minute which sucked which i am not going to do this time...people will be informed on a need to know basis.i am going to be happy if i have to fake it!! i will succeed this time...also last time i expected it would only last 21 days then when i found out it was a 28 day bottle i literally lost my mind trying to finish it.then i began bingeing and the holidays came and i gained it all back plus a little more!! i have a few friends and a coworker doing this with me and my husbands support so i am excited for vlcd1 on sunday!! until then...gobble gobble!