Thursday, January 28, 2010
need instant gratification and i feel like i am giving up but this is going to be another part of my journey. i did it once before lost 18 pounds in 3 weeks and was miserable. i am going to try to go into this with a better attitude and now i know what to expect. i am so sorry ladies i feel as though i am letting you all down because it is the easy way (kind of and hopefully) OUT. i have become my own worst enemy. i binged hard core today and it was horrible. i am going through the steps (i am in recovery) again and just finished up doing a ton of writing on my powerlessness over food and how it creates such unmanageability in my life and it was painful to read to my sponsor.what can i say ...before the grace of god go i.