The Demon That Got Me
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Well, I am so sorry to say that for the past five days I have been smoking. I don't have anything to blame it on, but I just wanted to so I did. I think the most I ever smoked in one day was five cigarettes, so as of tomorrow I am back to day one of not smoking. I feel like I let everyone down. Especially my hubby. He is having Gastric Bypass surgery later this year and had to quit b/c of that and here I am smoking. I hope this time I will have the strength to not pick the habit back up.
Well as far as this week goes, I haven't done good at all. Eating as been so-so. I didn't work out from Saturday till today b/c I felt so bad I didn't even want to get out of the bed. We are expecting some possible snow the next few days and my head is letting me know something is coming, but I am going to try to push forward and keep working out some. Tomorrow is my weekly weigh-in, so wish me luck. I just keep thinking one day at a time and I can do this.