Thursday, January 28, 2010
...and that's with a capital W! Lose weight, gain weight. Doze off all the time, have headaches most days. Some days queasy or woozy for no apparent reason. I'm sure the underlying reason is stress from work.
I am proud of myself for mostly sticking to my meal plan, and falling back on it when I fully realize I'm weak. I'm also proud of myself for stepping outside of my comfort zone by applying and interviewing for positions elsewhere, and for having a very difficult conversation with the director and then taking a firm stand on something. It may not change the course, but he does have even more respect for me, and I do as well.
I don't know exactly what the future will hold...but then, when do we know that? I do know that I'm "getting things done" and staying true to me and honest. That's all I can do.