Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Yes, I am feeling quite a lot overwhelmed right now. I have been really trying to take care of myself and my needs. However this concept is so foreign to me, that I am struggling to learn how. I am currently reading articles online about effective time management. I am hoping this will push me in the right direction.
Last night, I had this really odd dream. It was summertime, and I seemed to be a few years younger than I am now. I was in a bikini, tan, long blond hair, and looking fabulous. I was laughing and joking with my girlfriends by this big, awesome clear pool. It was a gorgeous day outside, and of course I decide to jump in the pool, to take a refreshing swim. As I was getting in the water, the whole pool was drained, instantly. I am standing in this giant pool with no water to play in, just feeling so confused and sad. At this point in my dream, I woke up. I don't know much about dream interpretation, but this seems to be a theme of my waking life. I think I am doing so great, and then a major disappointment hits. How do I learn to maintain the water in my pool? How do I learn to have fun again? If anyone has advice please let me know!
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    Wow! You guys are amazing. Thank you for the support and encouragement!!!
    3008 days ago
    I let go of the dreams and go for the moment- "Day time" is so much real - than the dreams... I know dreams do matter, but maybe your draining your life away w/ worry about yourself...let go and let God take control...your life will always be better for the out come in life itself... Just do what you can though the Day and let God turn your disappoints around for you, to make them work...for you, not against you... emoticon emoticon
    3008 days ago
    well it depends on what the disappointment in your life is. Sometimes its mind over matter. If it's the scale that is disappointing you then put it away. Seriously, put it away. Go buy how you feel and how your clothes fit. You don't NEED the scale. I don't really know what the issue is so it's hard to tell you what I think, but just remember that whatever it is it can be overcome. If you want greatness you have to conquer those mountains. Repeat after me, I CAN DO ANYTHING!
    3008 days ago
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