Monday, January 25, 2010
I got really cute and waterproof boots for work, yeah.
I had today off
Had fun shopping by myself, got above mentioned boots and wind pants for my new job as a bather.
I have definitely hit a plateau, I have been at about the same weight for three weeks and have been struggling to keep it together this last week. Last week I ate way more than I should have and didn't exercise like I usually do. I had the most horrible day of binging today and I have the worst stomach ache, it really makes me want to ralph it all up just get it out of my stomach... but that just leads to bad things so I am trying to just push past the pain and disappointment.
I will definitely hold tightly to how gross I feel and remind myself this is not what I want, I want to be healthy and active, not sick and lethargic...
I need to find some motivation, nothing seems to be working right now and I feel discouraged but I know I just need to keep on going...
So I am getting on the elliptical right now, now NOW!