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Thursday, January 21, 2010

This is one of those that is more for me than anything but also to ask for help and let others know whets up with me.
I have been diagnosed with Foraminal Stenosis which is a fancy word to say my spinal Column is shrinking in on it self and squeezing my nerves there is not alot that can be done for this as I have it in different areas from the top of my spine to the bottom.As well as I also have Osteoarthritis which just means my bones are aging alot faster than the rest of me as I am brittle and spurred as well as I have several section fused together in my back.Last but not least I have fibromyalgia . Fancy word again for saying my muscles feel like I Have been in a car Wreck 90% of the time.
With all these fun things going on It has along with the Endometriosis I had that I had the Hysto for effects my Bladder and Bowels.So I am having alot of issue.There is no real fix for any of it as it is all Nerve and it happens when it like and how it likes.I am being lace in a Pain Management Plan as well as I am being placed on a pain patch.I have learn to get over it all to Suck it up and use my cane and Know that in spite of all if this I can still be a pretty great grandma.It took Remembering my child hood to know I could.As My Grandfather that was my world my best Friend suffer from Polo and he walk with a cane and he never let it stop him from doing everything with me.And letting me know How much I was loved.So with that Role model In my heart and Memory I know I can do this and I can keep walking and moving No matter what.Ill NOt give up or feel sorry for myself.
Please if any of u out there have any of this or know someone that has please feel free to share with me.
My Family on my Grandfather said has always been represent but a white dove so I felt it was meant for me when I saw this sweet little Monkey Me Leaning On this sweet Dove I call PAWPAW!
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    Hi Belle,

    I am so sorry you are having to go through all this.

    Ever heard of healing yourself through your subconscious mind. I am reading an awesome book called the Power of your subconscious mind. I am only part the way through but I wish my husband had read this book when he really needed to be healed.

    I have done a lot of research since he got ill but it was all to little too late. emoticon

    Call on all your angels to come in to help you.

    Do not accept that you have to be this way for ever.

    God Bless You.

    Heila emoticon
    3895 days ago
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    Gee whiz, Wendy! Well, at least you know what your aches and pains are called. One by itself is bad enough, but that is quite a list you have there. You have a great attitude for moving forward. I am not so sure I could have handled all you have, as bravely as you have. You are a strong woman, Wendy. Keep your head up, and don't whack anyone with that cane when they walk by! Sorry, but you know me, I just can't help myself. : )

    Big Hugs! Love ya!
    3925 days ago
    emoticon iam praying for you and you are in my thoughts
    3925 days ago
    Hugs to you BELLE!! I can only imagine what you're going through.

    My thoughts and prayers are with you......


    3925 days ago
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