Well then....

Saturday, January 16, 2010

I don't think I knew how low I could go. My darling Zell has been through Stage IV Cancer diagnosis, heart attack, chemo allegery, dehydration, kidney failure, inability to eat and then swallow, confusion, etc, etc.... to come out of this after six months clear of cancer.
Through this I have lost over 3o lbs and all contact with my new grandson, haven't had Katrin on Fridays for over six months, lost three months of work, and all track of anything other than Facebook games to numb my mind.
My heart has ached for the love and support of my friends. My darling Bine found me and has dragged me through. Darling Gabs sent me love and Mafia supplies. Hugs from Lisa and Pattie and Kiere. But missing from me is my heart and mind.
I am trying to come I come to where I am supported.
Hopefully less judged than supported.
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    You've been on my mind lately...wondering how you are, and hoping all is well with you. Just thought I'd stop by to say so.
    3961 days ago
    Sally...I'm glad you're getting back on track..I should too! Love ya!
    4017 days ago
    Oh Sarah, I'm so sorry for all that you and Zell have been through, but glad to hear things are so much better now!
    I have missed you and thought of you often, but I didn't make an effort to get in touch and for that I am very sorry.
    I hope that you'll be able to get involved in the lives of your grandchildren again, and that life will return to normal.
    My heart is with you.
    Hugs, Leslie
    4020 days ago
    LOVE YOU! Bottom line- love you, Sally. Beloved, share what you can, keep on taking care of you...
    Hope you can sneak in a few hours of Katrin for some needed hugs.
    Be well.

    4020 days ago
    I'm sorry to be so late in responding to this! I've missed you here so much, and I'm glad to see you back! I too have wandered away from SP, but when I have, I always find myself missing the love and support of my friends.

    So welcome back, my friend, and big emoticon to you!

    4020 days ago
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    Welcome back Sally! I am so glad to hear that Zell is doing so well. You are one strong woman as well! We Love ya and miss ya, you will only find lots a love and support from here!
    4020 days ago
    OH Sally wow he sure is one strong man!!! and you know that you have been through the wringer a lot too. I came looking for you but didn't see anything fromyou. I hope you get feeling better soon, it is a hard road I know. Also am hoping you get to see the grandkids again soon. I just had my first grandchild a boy yesterday. What a joy.
    HUGS and I know you will bring your self up to the top again. We are all here waiting and ready to help.
    4021 days ago
    Darling Sally, we are with you always, no matter how much time goes by. No judgement here at all, least of all from me. I just came back, too. SO GLAD to hear that Zell is cancer free! I am still fighting the good fight. So happy to see you back here. Let me know if you need anything.
    Love, love, love,
    4021 days ago
    Welcome back, Sarah. I'm so glad to hear that your husband is now cancer-free. Bless you for all the love and care you have given him to get him through such a rough time. It's wonderful that you are now taking the time to focus on yourself again.

    I have been way behind on SP at times, but my Spark friends are always generous with support and encouragement upon my return. Please take good care of yourself and know that you remain in my thoughts and prayers.
    4021 days ago
    I'm so glad to see you back and so much going well.
    4021 days ago
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