Saturday, January 16, 2010
I don't think I knew how low I could go. My darling Zell has been through Stage IV Cancer diagnosis, heart attack, chemo allegery, dehydration, kidney failure, inability to eat and then swallow, confusion, etc, etc.... to come out of this after six months clear of cancer.
Through this I have lost over 3o lbs and all contact with my new grandson, haven't had Katrin on Fridays for over six months, lost three months of work, and all track of anything other than Facebook games to numb my mind.
My heart has ached for the love and support of my friends. My darling Bine found me and has dragged me through. Darling Gabs sent me love and Mafia supplies. Hugs from Lisa and Pattie and Kiere. But missing from me is my heart and mind.
I am trying to come back......here I come to where I am supported.
Hopefully less judged than supported.