Just can't seem to get back on track
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Since my brothers death (12/1/09) I just have been eating whatever and whenever I want. I can't control myself anymore.
On my birthday (12/30) My husband went to the doctor to get a cyst looked at and I get the call that they are admitting him. They needed to to give him masive doeses on antibictics and do surgery to remove it. He was only in for 1 day but he has had a nurse come every day to pack the wound. Also on my birthday my sister in-law( wife to the brother that just died) was rushed to the hospital. Apparently the doctor punctured her lung when he gave her a botox shot the day before. She had a stroke 11 years ago and the botox is to try to help her get some movement in her left arm again. She was diagnoised with COPD (she smokes alot since her stroke). She was told to stop smoking now.
On Jan 2 I was forced onto a new shift at work. I now work 7pm to 3:30 am. These hours SUCK! I feel so rushed to get dinner on the table so we can have a family meal together and I have to leave by 6 cause its a 40 minute drive to work. I seem to be getting enough sleep, it almost seems like I am sleeping too much. I don't have the time to do things I want to do any more. I have wed/thurs nights off. I get home about 4:30 am, no one is around of course they are all sleeping, I turn on the tv and grab something to eat. I have gained 5 pounds since the begining of December.
I was just sitting here feeling sorry for myself and thought I would blog about it. Get it all off my chest and see what kind of feed back I get from my Spark friends.