My Fat Blanket
Monday, January 04, 2010
Spending time looking at articles, reading blogs and posts of others here on Spark People gives you alot of information to look at and think about.
In the last 1 1/2 years I have learned alot about myself but occasionally I am still surprised. In the last couple of weeks I have been nervous and sabotaging myself. Stupid - yes but I can't seem to stop myself.
Yesterday I realized that my obesity is somehow comfortable (like a big fluffy fat blanket). I know how it feels and have learned to deal with it. If I continue to succeed I have to learn a whole new set of circumstances and possibilities. My Fat Blanket has gotten thinner and just not as comfortable. I know logically I don't need the blanket and with determination I can get past this Fat Blanket hurdle I have thrown in my way.