just not feelin' it tonight

Thursday, December 17, 2009

i don't feel good, and i'm grouchy, and i'm stressed... and frankly, i don't feel like dieting or eating well or any of that stuff tonight!! not feeling it at all.

instead of the chef meg recipe i brought for dinner, i want pepperoni pizza. with extra cheese and pan crust. right now! my mouth is watering just thinking about it.

i am totally craving soda. i'm on my second one right now. i think i'm coming down with a cold and the carbonation feels refreshing to me. and no, its not diet. because i am sick and tired of diet coke with cherry, which is all we have here at work. frankly, right now all i can think about is how sick and tired i am of watching what i eat emoticon emoticon

i am pissed at work and stuff going on here, i'm in the dumps about money and stuff at home, and i just wanna eat whatever the hell i want. emoticon

i want a big hershey bar. and chili cheese fries. and homemade mac and cheese. all my comfort foods. and i think i deserve a day to eat whatever the heck i want.

i'm done whining now. i guess i'll get back to work.
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    Start over in a few days! This time of the year is hard on all of the adults out there. We worry about money,work and our families etc...Take it easy and you will get thru it!I promise ,things will look better in a week or so.
    3075 days ago
    Hang in there! None of us can be perfect on our diet and sometimes you need to indulge but pick yourself up and move forward.
    3078 days ago
    Awww.. when I don't feel well, or I'm tired, or stressed, I get really triggered too. If you blew it, don't worry .. just .. let it go. Success is not being 100% perfect all the time - that is unreasonable. Success is doing well 'most' of the time. Pamper yourself a bit, & know that tomorrow is another day. You can and will still keep your goals in mind, and 'treat' yourself with success. One grouchy, tired, sick, grumpy, craba-rific day does not make a life.

    Rest well .. here's to a brighter tomorrow.
    3078 days ago
    We all have had those kind of days. Whether you give in or not, just keep in mind that you are worth all of the effort that you put into your weight loss. I will say that the junk food makes you feel terrible. Just take it one step at a time. I hope things get better for you and you can de-stress. emoticon
    3078 days ago
    Despite how you currently feel you will feel much worse if you give in to your cravings for comfort foods. Hang in there you are worth it emoticon
    3078 days ago
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