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Going Out East

Friday, December 11, 2009

When I first signed on to this whole losing weight mumbo jumbo, one of the first thoughts I had was, I can't wait for my family to see me thin.
I've been overweight for most of my adult life. I had a baby when I was 18 and gained a lot of weight with my pregnancy. After my son was born, I hovered around 180 for about 8 years. After that, I went up to about 230 and stayed there for a couple more years.
Then I joined Weight Watchers and lost around 40 lbs. The weight wasn't coming off fast enough, so I looked around and found Body For Life. B4L was wonderful and I quickly dropped 80 lbs. When I was almost to my goal weight, my husband and I separated. This caused me to put everything on hold, including my weight loss. The weight gradually crept back on, where it stayed for the next 6 years. In the meantime, my husband and I got back together. Which brings us to today. Well, 3 months ago.
My mom and dad were hippies in the late 60's and actually met during The Monterey Pop Festival. My dad was from Massachusetts and had hitchhiked from there to CA. They hit it off and after my father hitchhiked back East to attend Woodstock, he decided that he would go back to CA to fetch my mom. They married, had me and about a year later decided to separate. My mom and I moved back to CA, my dad stayed in MA.
Growing up, I would visit my dad and that side of the family during the summers. Eventually, my father would give me a little brother. I always hated the fact that my brother and I didn't grow up together.
As an adult, every time my family in MA has seen me, I've been overweight. Weight has never been an issue with anyone on that side of the family, so I always felt really self conscious around them. I know you're not supposed to feel that way around people who love you, but I couldn't help it.
So, one of my biggest incentives to lose weight is for my family back East to see me thin. I want a picture of me and my brother that I'll be proud to frame. I want to hug my father and not feel like an amazon (he's tiny).
Me and my brother in 1998

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    You know.. they love either way... I am proud of you for working to get healthy.
    The fact that you are losing the padding is a bonus.. Keep it up. You will get off that plane, walk up to them, and they'll still be watching the door for you to walk out... You have come a really long way!
    3389 days ago
    That's a sweet picture of the two of you. I know he loves you no matter what. You have great goals, and I know you can do it!
    Jeanne emoticon
    3389 days ago
    some good motivation there. way to go!
    3389 days ago
  • BATTY30
    Keep up the good work!
    3389 days ago
    Keep up the good work!
    3389 days ago
    Are you planning a Spring/Summer break back to the east? There is still time and you doing a great job of getting those numbers down. I am sure your family is proud of you no matter what the scale says. You are a precious sister to that handsome guy back east and your Dad loves to hug you no matter.

    Thank you for a beautiful blog and tender thoughts.
    Now that my eyes are misty.. I am going for another cup of coffee before I cry.

    Vivian emoticon
    3389 days ago
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